I'm now a Sony Ericsson Supporter liao... luckily still managed to survive till I reach home but I have to forgo listening to music on the Bus... Oh ya, I have bought w550i last Sat... Thanks to Dor and my Dearest, Darling Brother (Well, he was beside me, reminding me to CREDIT his efforts) for accompanying me ya...
Also my own fault lor, forget to bring charger to work, else still can charge at office...
Been thinking about a cute guy for the past 2 days... haha... those who know will know lor... I can't get his smile out of my mind... SO CUTE !!
I shall wake up... WAKE UP!! *slaps myself on my face* Haha, well might not meet him again anyway...
Well, because my brain is now not in the right mind for writing thoughts, so please pardon the short and abit meaning-less entry... Haha....
For Better Or Worse, You Determine It Yourself
Over the years, finally accepted the fact that people would change. I could not always assume or expect that what you are today would be the same tomorrow. People can change overnight, it just need a little incident to change the person; be it work, relationship or family etc. It would be a good thing if they change for the better, but if it is for the worse and do not want your help, I can only wish them well.
Only advice is for them not to regret any decision made, it is a way to learn from mistakes. Maybe at the moment it seems wrong but as time passes, might realise that you’ve learnt something and if you learn from it, then you have change for the better.
努力过，失败了， 痛哭过，放弃了， 伤心过，坚强了。
不再有妄想，不再有期待，一切都改变，一切已归零。
It was Weijie's Birthday Celebration... Actually I'm wasn't going, but when I sms him Happy Birthday, he asked me to go... then give face go lor...
Went MOS for the 1st time, was at the Retro Theme location... btw went inside the PURE, nice place to chill out wor...
He also suay lah, got such "GOOD" Friends... But then... It was fun toasting him lah, I was the kindest soul to weijie le... only a little bit...
But to Sean (Xiong's friend) say I bully him, cos 5 of us play finger games (5, 10) then he was on my left then he kena alot... out of 10 games he tio 8... haha, the others gang up against him, there was nothing I can do right...
Check out the pictures: -
ATTENDANCE
-- Weijie And Xiong --
-- Weijie And Niko --
-- James And Weijie --
-- Serene, Weijie And Daniel --
--Weijie And Sean --
-- Me and Weijie --Highlight: The Ultimate Motive Accomplished
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This is taken at a Japanese Restaurant, disappointing service...
Very Good Service at this Pub, I drank Hoegarden that night...
Most people start off with a Blues Monday, dragging their feet to work or school... The Blues will even starts on Sunday evening for some people... especially if you have a wild Fri / Sat or the Mon is going to be a long and busy day...
Then as Mon arrived, you try to delay waking up, try to drag as long as you can... If you notice, but usually almost alot of people do not have the energy to look at others on Monday lah, you could see that most people are behaving like Zombies on Monday; My hands raised up high; Of course I'm one of them, I could see it in the Morning when I'm washing up... The dark rings, the bad hair day, the gloomiest face for the week etc...
Come Tuesday, Wednesday... Everything back to normal... But still like a zombie, especially if you are working in a Routine environment... haha
Thursday, I would feel more energize... but only slightly more, because you still have to work the next day... It is NOT FRIDAY !!
Then FRIDAY, yahooo oooo oooo, just have to bear with 8 hours then it's freedom, wild nights out etc... or for some It's recharging day, just
So for more, it's another 6 hours to go before I regain my true self, my late nights... then it will be back to the DREADFUL Monday ... ARGH !! ¶ 24.2.06 0 comments
No lah, just nothing interesting to update at the moment also… I have finally decided to buy w550i le… it’s cheaper, more affordable for me lah, and I know I use the phone for around 1 year I will get bored with it le, then what would I want to buy something so expensive then decided to sell it away after 1 year at a loss…
So wait for me w550i, I’ll be getting one soon… but first got to check with my cousin whether can read Chinese anot, I don’t remember seeing it can, but since my cousin already have this phone so ask him easier lor…
Hehe, think of it also excited lor… selling away my current phone then get a new phone but most probably without contract lor, cos use it to sign up for my mom current phone le… hers that time spoilt liao so no choice get her one…
Maybe this weekend go buy at Dor’s house there, provided she’s free first… haha… SO EXCITED… Burbling non-stop le… also haven sms her, cos she can’t access net so often now also… haha…
w550i w550i w550i ….. ……. ……. Hopefully 2 more days… ….
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Yesterday, Boss treated us Lunch. Went to Amoy Street there, wanted to eat Thai at first, but as we walked past a shopfront that it selling Western, so we decided to try…
Ordered Chicken Baked Rice for myself, happily thinking it might be the small portion; for example Pasta Mania or Swensens type, the portion might be just nice for me…
Instead when the food came, I was shocked beyond words, for $10, my Chicken Baked Rice is very worth it lor, I could see the THICK CHEESE, then the plate dimensions measured 20cm x 20cm, and has a thickness around 4-5cm… Oh my gosh, I’m very sure that I won’t be able to finish it… And true to my words, after shoving down the last mouthful, I realised I can’t take anymore… and I still have 1/3 of leftovers, I did the next best thing, ate the chicken bits and the Cheese on the top… Yummy…. Haha
Well, I’ve got my punishment for eating too much; I suffered from INDIGESTION the whole of yesterday night… Keep on burping and whole stomach feel bloated and to the extend of slightly painful… Drank Yakult as it was the only thing at home (other than Gastric medicine) that I would take to try aid indigestion…
Haha, sad to say, but thoughts of Taking MC is very tempting especially when I woke up in the middle of the night, i.e 3am because my stomach hurts… but I forced myself back to sleep, try curling up, huddling under my blanket thinking the pain is not there… soon fell back asleep… Partly do not want to take MC because today got Client going in lor, if I take MC then my boss have to come early and I think he has insomnia problems lor, let him sleep longer bah…
So now as I’m typing this, I’m still having some slight discomfort from the indigestion and drinking warm tea now, praying hard that it will work… Haha, better get back to work, later will be busy lor…
Although air con together with the fan has been turned on, but I just keep tossing and turning around... Feeling itchy, maybe got dust on my bed, keep waking up the whole night, till finally i fell asleep then i heard my alarm ring... haha, so fast 625am le..
Well, maybe it was because I slept early on supposing Fri Night, haha, went clubbing reach home it was already Sat 5am in the morning then i woke up at 145pm... then supposing Sat Night, did not go clubbing but was using computer and reading Story Book, before i realised it was already 2+ Sunday Morning and I woke up at 130pm like that...
Maybe thats why I can't sleep bah... Haiz, not good for my health but it only happens during the Weekend lor... hehe, btw every Monday I have something to look forward to, It's the tele-game show: 少年特工队 (Shao Nian Te Gong Dui) on SCV Channel 56, Every Monday 8pm... hosted by 5566, it's a super funny show lor... This is the motivation and the programme that keeps me SANE on Monday...
Oh ya, saw in the Papers that Discovery Channel is having a new Programme :: I Shouldn't Be Alive :: that I will be watching tonight, It's showing at 10pm Discovery Channel, should be SCV Channel 12 or 16 (but 16 is Travel one, so should be 12 lah)... seems interesting lor, to read more, click on the link for the report that was written in the New Paper...
It's actually about a group of people went in search for a Virgin Village in the Amazon Jungle ... Long story lah, read the report easier... haha...
http://newpaper.asia1.com.sg/printfriendly/0,4139,102161,00.html
This morning, while napping on the bus, the lady beside me alighted at Newton MRT there then a guy took over her seat, as he sat down think he accidentally hit my thigh… haha, jolted me up lor, cos scared will meet Molester again, some more I was sleepy lor, abit blur lah, don’t know whether it was his hand or bag that hit me… Hehe …
Then continued to sleep till 2 stops from my destination, as the bus neared my Stop, I realised he’s sleeping, so I tapped him as lightly as possible in order not to scare him but sufficient to wake him up lor, else how am I going to alight… haha…
Well, that night, Adrian got drunk, keep on vomiting in the end... Then i'm a lousy drinker lor, every easy high le, drink abit only, think around 1/2 jug of mixed drinks, 1 Tequila, some Beer (Hoegarden) then i feel the high-ness liao.. haha, lousy hor... well sent Adrian home first, cos he already falling asleep, best to get him home first, else they have to practically Carry him to his bed... haha...
Basically nothing much lah, clubbing is just like that lor... I realised the Bartenders quite shuai wor... haha, just bieo them only...
Saturday went shopping with my brother at cwp... he needs to get new clothes for his new school life... he will be going to Poly lor... altho haven really finalised but surely get into one lah, just dunnno which course only... then he bought Jeans lor.. long time nv shopped for so long, Legs super tired.... ¶ 19.2.06 0 comments
不想再继续活在痛苦中，
因为喜欢你所以尊重你的选择。
同样的对待却不同结果，
可能我没有想像中那么喜欢你。
请你放开我的手吧。
FIVE
那年夏天我们恋爱， 隔年冬天我们分手了。
她的出现， 破坏了一切，你真的不再爱我。
你说不是我的错，你说是你变心了。
你说她的勇于面对，打动你的心。
期望你回头，我不会
祝你们幸福，不可能
我会好好过，我可以
希望你后悔，一定行
只要想到我，心就痛。
以为爱着你就够了，以为被你爱着就够了。
对你付出， 接受你给的，原来爱不是全部。
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The Other Side Of The Story (Dedicated to a Broken Heart Friend)
你哭红双眼的离开, 我不知该不该留你
我已分不清到底是爱还是责任
那年因为喜欢你而面对自己真实的感觉
现在因为不想继续欺骗而对你坦白一切
我知道很残忍, 我知道很不合理
我知道你有多爱我, 我知道你有多失望
在你眼中我只是在为自己的行为找借口
但我只是选择真实的自己, 面对已变心的自己
我宁可你恨我, 也不愿见你自暴自弃
我宁可你不原谅我, 也不愿见你疲劳
请你明白对你的绝情都是为了我们好
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¶ 16.2.06 0 comments
Will upload the pictures soon… Now need time and brain juice to write my complain letter… Yes, I’m complaining… I’m the notorious Complain Queen at home… won’t let you all see what I write cos it’s my privacy, haha!!
This morning, my dad tells me off, “Today you working then last night so late come home. Say don’t have BF but how come go out celebrate V-Day”
Haiz, he must be still living in the 60s, 70s lor, V-Day is also Friendship Day… so what’s the problem about going out for dinner with Friends… Told him don’t have BF he don’t believe, haha, why do I need to lie about this, I’m not schooling anymore, don’t need to hide mah…
Oh ya, today is International Childhood Cancer Day, 15 February 2006 so now I’m wearing a Golden ribbon pin on my blouse as a support…
This morning alighted from Bus walking my usual route to Office, suddenly a guy pass me a brochure, gave me a surprise lor, then I realised it’s a bookmark thing with a Golden Ribbon Pin inside… The guys giving out the brochures are not bad looking wor, change tactics har, somemore in Office Attire one... Haha...
Maybe can visit the website to see if can help them out lor --- Children’s Cancer Foundation --- Remember, no amount is too little… See if you can help bah, although now people are losing trust in Charity Organisation, but maybe check out the website to see if you are interested to help bah, else nevermind…
Extract from The Straits Times Saturday, February 11, 2006 R25 (Executive Appointments)
We all know people who take every opportunity to gossip and backstab their colleagues. This is not the conduct of a professional. In business, as in life, remember this: If you cannot say something good about someone, do not say anything at all.
True enough, this apply to many aspects in life... I shall try to develop and cultivate a respectful relationship with my peers, and all...
It will be mostly pictures, but pardon the quality lah, couldn't find my camera, so had to use my Handphone Camera.... hehe
This is the ferry that we took at HarbourFront Cruise Centre... Okok lah, don't expect too much, but we each have a free mineral water... haha
Took these two pictures while inside the ferry, nice sky hor... hehe...
Took weird pics with my brother, due to us being too bored while on board... haha, actually both of us were quite sleepy, but the view was quite nice too miss anyway...
Finally reach Batam after 45mins of Ferry ride, then first thing they went was Go-Kart... I did not play cos legs too short, haha, no lah, felt it wasn't very safe, no seatbelts... and it wasn't very good for my pocket, only change $$50 and to spend $15 for 10mins of Go-Karting, I rather buy things... haha... Check out the "Potential Racers" listening to Instructions...
Raring to Go... Vroooommmmmm~~~~
See the fat one got a No.4 on the back of the t-shirt, that's my Brother... haha
After the Go-kart, went to this Dry Goods Store, bought quite alot of goodies, like Cuttlefish, Crackers etc... See the long queue...
Some of the things that they are selling, wanted to take a picture of the seahorses they are selling but due to it being inside the plastic bag, I couldn't get a clear pic so gave up...
Then went to this place called Goldern Prawn 555 for Lunch, Seafood Lunch.. Yummy....
We had Crabs, Prawns, Sotong etc... But hor, was too engrossed in eating, i forgot to take pics by the time i remember, it was all GONE!! HAHAHA!!
See ALL GONE, except the Sea Snails (Something like that lah, got to use toothpick to pick it out). My Brother ate most of it, maybe that's why he's acting like that.... SEE -->
Shopping at Batam ok lah, maybe due to language barrier, bargaining abit hard, bangkok is still a easier place to bargain...
I'm trying to take a pic of myself but not nice leh, look silly... haha... wanted to try take more, then my sis tell me got No Photography sign... so dare not take liao...
The others went for Javanese Massage, at $20 for 1 and 1/2 half... then my bro and I not interested so went walking around at a new Shopping Centre opposite, but nothing much also, so we went to look for FOOD... saw this place (Not the Star 99) It's called D'Crust...
The person with her back facing me is the LADY BOSS, keep smiling at me, must be very happy cos we order alot as compare to others lah... Her Deco cute hor, like real ants but it's actually sort of like wallpaper thing but stick on the glass bar counter...
The Menu
We order, a big glass of Ice Cream (Mocha Flavour), Mango Ice-blended, 2 plates of Spiral Fries (that's curly fries), one Cheese Sausage all these cost less than 30,000 Rupiah that's about S$5
Those are our empty plates... then after eating we wanted to go back to our waiting point for the others then saw cheap watches, so me and my bro bought one each... and today my boss compliment my watch nice... haha... i wore the watch i bought yesterday and it's a cheapo anyway.... then it's back to the Ferry Terminal for our 1hour ride back... The ferry this time looks better...
Till next time... Batam I'll be back !!
Well, he was in such a dilemma whether to color back to Black or to buy hair spray and temporary cover up. I told him use the spray but being the type to
Okok, so bought him this color Blue Black from Palty but instead it turn out looking Black only, couldn’t see the Blue at all… so he felt cheated lor, but I feel that it’s suppose to be like that due to his hair colour already not that obvious maybe should try standing under the sun then could see a hint of blue??
Haha, anyway this entry is to let him know, he say he’ll be back and please take note, next appointment is 2 weeks right?? Please pay $25 hor, else please DIY (DO IT YOURSELF)…
Anyway, Palty is a good brand, your hair still smooth right?? Colored so many times, trying to spoil your hair texture?? I used Palty many times and impressed by the after effects it offered so do not ask ppl not to buy Palty hor !! (-_-!)
I’m not feeling fatigue physically but more of my brain releasing some message to my body that is making it feel very (x10) lazy… feel worn out, feel drained like something is missing but can’t point out the actual thing…
Well, hopefully I can recover enough Genki (Energy) to go for my shopping on Thurs or Fri for a friend’s birthday… and also my upcoming Batam getaway…
Oh btw, I just got a phone call asking to “Hire A Taxi”… Haha, any taxi companies want to hire me?? Sort of liven me up again... This morning got an MMS from Dor, thats shows a 'Grrrr' Face... more like God of Wealth... Wahahaha...
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Recently cinemas have been showing the Movie: Memoirs of the Geisha
It has been a movie that I have been wanting to watch, but no chance to go, was busy with the CNY Preparations then also partly I’m reluctant to watch it alone, I can go shopping alone, I can have a meal alone but never able to go to movie alone.
Although it is similar to watching programs at home but somehow I just do not like going to the movies alone.
Okie, back to the movie, since I do not have the opportunity to watch it on the Big Screen, I have decided to read the book again. Yes, I have the book, which I bought it few years ago and am still very fascinated by the storyline. The story is completely invented as written in the acknowledgement but the lives of the Geishas are true.
Now I can only wait for the VCD to be out as soon as possible so that I can see if the main cast brings out the book characters; Zhang Ziyi as Sayuri, Michelle Yeoh as Mameha, Gong Li as Hatsumomo, not forgetting Ken (dunno what surname, isit Wantabe??) as The Chairman…
But I have read some critics saying the first half of the movie moving at a pace too slow, but the girl acting as Chiyo (that’s the name of Sayuri before she became a Geisha) is fabulous for someone of her age… can’t wait to buy the VCD as a collection also. Oh if you want to borrow the book from me, got to wait for some time, because I’m lending it to my Sister’s friend…
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The phone rings, I picked it up and before I could say Hello, the person on the other line spoke very loudly to the extend that it feels that he is shouting, SO-AND-SO PLEASE!
I’m not deaf, he’s not hard of hearing, is it hard to speak more politely no matter how angry how upset etc. I have not once screamed / shouted to another party on the phone before, I believe no matter how upset I am, I will control my anger and I would only sound very irritated / annoyed but never shouting at the other party…
我不愿相信, 但你真的走了
想问问你, 是我给的不够吗
还是你的要求无理
想问问你, 了解自己多残忍
放弃我那爱你的心
终于静下心, 发现你下决心
我仍然希望, 你会回心转意
但你的选择, 是一个没有我
一个不属于我的未来
我只能祝福, 但愿你会开心
我会勇敢快乐活下去 ¶ 8.2.06 0 comments
究竟是彼此喜欢还是我单方面的一厢情愿,
我已经不想找出答案, 答案也不再重要了.
我已经不能在自欺欺人了, 你从来不曾给过我承诺,
我何必再那么委屈过着那情绪不安的日子呢.
欺骗朋友说我不难过是不可能的, 因为我已失去方向,
渐渐失去继续喜欢你的勇气和力量,
你的选择让我清楚明白,我们只有回忆的过去.
我知道你的将来会有我, 一个只是好朋友的我.
朋友问我是否后悔没把真心话告诉你.
我没后悔, 因为如果说了, 答案不是我想要的,
那我们可能就不能成为现在的好朋友,
不能过那曾经快乐却又有点心酸的暧昧日子吧.
我现在会努力, 努力的把喜欢你的那些力量改成放下你的勇气.
那些和你一起的记忆我会把它们收好, 把它们锁在我心深处.
:: TWO ::
以后的路没了你的陪伴, 不知会不会过的好
日子是否会一样的迷糊和软弱
可能因为没了你在身旁, 我会过的非常充实
我的日子就不会再迷糊或软弱
是我付出的不够, 还是我爱的太少
我不能再依赖你, 不能不学习坚强
是你付出的不够, 是你爱我的太少
我要试着放弃你, 要快乐过每一天
只要不再对我付出, 就能让我死心
只要让我默默离开, 就能让我停止
停止那颗很爱很爱你的心.
:: THREE ::
我说喜欢你, 我期待有结果
你却沉默不语, 你伤透我心
为什么我会那么累
我继续努力, 我坚持不放弃
你仍无动于衷, 你宁愿逃避
为什么你那么无情
偏体膦伤的我, 决定不再等待
选择带着微笑, 走出你的世界
勇敢面对全新的自己
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¶ 6.2.06 0 comments
"The 23-year-old serial rapist was sentenced on Thursday to 20 years in jail and 24 strokes of the cane for raping the widow and sodomising the teenager."
Recently my friend who was sending me to my doorstep asked, "Wah, you not afraid ah." Because after I alighted from the car, I just walked in front towards the lift. But at that time, I felt safe, because I have already checked out the surroundings for any suspicious characters and my friend is just behind me lor... My estate have been safe for years but I know I still need to be careful...
My Aunty recently came over to our house, say she was waiting downstairs for the lift and there is this man that appeared behind her, seems to be waiting for the lift also, but he seems to be quite suspicious... she felt something not right, so she walked to the staircase steps where my uncle is waiting for her in the car, could see her... she pretended to wave for my uncle and the guy follow her steps, weird right... then she walked back to the lift and back to the steps there pretending to be like waiting for people instead of the lift, the guy followed her steps again, then suddenly realise she might not be taking the lift, he quickly left... hmmm, wondering is my estate becoming unsafe?? She said he is a man in his 30s with fair complexion...
Better don't take chances recently, and do not take safety for granted... On Saturday, saw a Police car parked downstairs (directly below my brother's room), weird leh... maybe they are doing more vertical patrolling now??
Nowadays my brother jobless le, so weekends whenever I need to go out think ask him accompany me go... haha, free bodyguard... no lah, usually is go help mom buy things mah, he stayed at home also nothing to do, go shopping with me lor... Sunday just asked him go MacDonalds breakfast together... It's is weird to purposely set alarm to wake up early then walked to the CC (Market Place) for MacDonalds' breakfast... haha, that's what I would do occasionally with my Brother...
Well the Drama is quite a funny and nice show, for those who like those romantic and funny dramas can consider this show lor… suppose to borrow from Cousin’s friend, but got to queue up then my siblings are willing to share it so decided to purchase it ourselves…
Oh ya, my brother finally learn how to play Mahjong and on Saturday night, around 9pm, we played Mahjong with my sister and mom… no money involved but the major loser got to wash dishes on Sunday… later around midnight, my dad came back from his annual dinner with his childhood buddies, I already predicted his first words when he see us is, “Huh?”
Haha, then we played a few rounds of cards games lor… quite fun, felt the family bonding after so long… maybe CNY really makes a difference bah…
This coming Sunday, I would be going to Batam with my siblings… hehe, will update on Batam when I’m back… actually only is a day trip there but I need a refresher lor…
Smsing with Dor yesterday night, think the rain really make me start to feel blue again… had a lot of Gan Chu… Haiz, the song Ai Mei is making me very itchy for KTV !!
By the way have you all heard Kelly Pan new song, Ai Wu Li (literally translate as Love No Strength, haha), found it to be a nice song, suitable for targetting the music market lor, sentimental ballad...
hehe, only have hanyu pinyin, wait till I can find the chinese lyrics bah, but I can translate it literally: -
Haha, I can't work as a translator anyway, hope that those reading can understand hor...
Last but not least, Sony Ericsson W550i or W800i... I know W800i is better but I like the design of W550i and it's cheaper... haha... Think, thinking, thought ; consider, considering, considered ; but I still can't make up my mind... Haiz!! Decision making is so hard...
Met Xiong and Kelvin at Amoy yesterday, they are at the area so asking if I’m able to meet up… Actually couldn’t at first, but 5mins after I put down the phone with Kelvin, my boss called up say he won’t be back too early and we can leave at 530pm… WooHoo, so early can go home le, and we started work at 10am, went for an early lunch at 1230pm so we only worked around 5 ½ hours… Well, it was because it’s our first day at work after the CNY festive holidays…
Went to MS and Suntec to scout for the Hoegarden Glasses that Xiong forgotten to buy before the CNY, but went to both Giant and Carrefour also sold out, seems like no more stock le, people must have bought them for the CNY… Too bad liao lor… After that James and ZJ came and meet us, but Kelvin has to leave for work around 7pm… he got a call last min, so left the 4 of us, I bought another skirt at G2000, at $23 the bargain rack, actually is 1 size bigger and the last piece but it’s a skirt mah, so still can wear, somemore slightly loose more comfortable… think it will be an impulse buy more than a right buy bah… but nevertheless because it’s suitable for office wear so I will wear it quite often also… At about 8pm, they are hungry le, they wanted to eat but I have food at home so I bade them goodbye and went on my 20mins walk from Suntec to my bus stop… haha, sort of exercising bah, long time didn’t walk till perspire liao… felt quite shiok !!
I still want to buy a new bag… those suitable for office use one, I saw one in Magazine that’s sold at IORA but yesterday when I walked past the shop seems like not so nice as inside the Magazine wor…
Oh, today Orchard Road will be closed from 630pm onwards, so I think my bus route will be different today, think is go by Bukit Timah there liao… but nevermind, as long I can get back home, what difference does it makes… tomorrow is Chingay parade that’s why today Orchard Road close, think got full dress rehearsal bah…
Recently, Kt’s gf told me that she sensed that someone (call him ABC bah) like me wor, haha, I asked her why she say so, she said some things is only third party then can see more clearly… but actually I also got this feeling that ABC like me, but I refused to acknowledge it, because I want to remain as friends maximum, because I know I do not have special chemistry between us and would I want to try it out and realised it really can’t then I would only ended up hurting him and wasting his time… somehow every time he tries to be more caring towards me, I would feel scare and I’m not sure why… then I would avoid him… I have been giving quite obvious hints also…
Eg. I can joke, flirt around with DEF, XYZ (other guy friends) and feel nothing as we treat it as jokes but every time ABC try saying something like, “I protect you etc.” I would say, “No thanks, I can protect myself.” But if it is DEF or XYZ, I would say, “How come never protect me?” haha, see the difference… but lucky is ABC never try to pursue me or else I wonder what would I do… Hurt him as I did to others who tried and failed… haha, I’m heartless, I’m cruel ya…
I often ask Dor when is HIM appearing… someone who is Right for me, someone who is Caring enough… someone who will Sweep me off my feet and someone who I’ll Love for a long long long time…
Dor said, that someone has appeared long ago, but doesn’t appreciate me so now it’s better to have someone whom is heads over heels me and Love always appear unaware, it will come soon… I can only hope so now… My criteria remains unchanged anyway, most important he has to be someone whom I can introduce to my family proudly… you can call me superficial but that’s what I meant when I say I do not need him to be handsome but at least pleasant enough to me… haha… who doesn’t want to be proud of your other half…
Would you want to have a Love that is has many ups and downs OR a Love that is smooth sailing? Maybe I’m an old woman inside, from long ago I only wish to find a Love that is smooth sailing and forever… it could also be that I know if I ever had Ups and Downs I wonder if I could take it? Too tiring le… Oh by the way, of late I have not been thinking much and saw them recently, seems like able to take it well, haha…
My Aunty in USA asked the girls to start saving up for a USA Trip, then we could go on a Tour first, then our last destination would be somewhere LA or Phoenix then she will picked us up and continue maybe another week at her house or somewhere LA lor... Grand Canyon is one place I would definitely want to visit...
:: Grand Canyon ::And I’m also thinking about getting a new phone if my unused leave get paid, cos I’m not sure whether able to get them anot... Nokia phones are really getting worse now, my phone keep restarting by itself, which is making me very frustrated at times...
:: Sony Ericsson W550i Tri band (Retailing at $498) ::* FM Radio * MP3 Player * 256 MB built-in memory * VideoDJTM * MusicDJTM * PlayNowTM * Video recording, Video streaming Horizontal and Vertical gaming * Java application * MMS / SMS * GPRS (4+2) Class 10 * WAP 2.0 * E-mail client * 40 voices polyphonic ring tones * Built-in Bluetooth * Infrared * Stereo speakers * HTML Browser * Built-in modem * Synchronization with PC * 1.3 mega pixel camera with 4 x digital zoom * SIM Application Toolkit
:: Sony Ericsson W800i Walkman Phone Tri-Band (Retailing at $738) ::* Internal Display: 262k color TFT Screen (176 x 220 pixels) * Advanced Media Player * Disc2Phone Transfer (PC software included in CD) * Dedicated Music Button * 2.0 megapixel camera * Auto Focus * 4x digital zoom * FM Radio RDS * MP3 Player * 546MB User Memory (34MB Phone Memory + 512MB MS Pro Duo Card) * Video recording, video streaming * 3D Gaming * MMS * GPRS * WAP 2.0 * E-mail client * 40 voices Polyphonic Ring tones * Bluetooth * Infrared * Supports Chinese language
Haha... I love the design of w500i, but seems like w800i specifications are better... How How How !! Would I have the monies to buy them and also travel to USA ?!?!?! ¶ 2.2.06 0 comments
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