I should have treat them better There used to be a friend whom i know from IRC, we chatted from IRC to ICQ to SMS to Phone... but it all ended when i didn't appreciate him... He filled my days with messages and make my time on internet worthwhile... That time i was still using dial up and had limited time, he told me to use his, at no charge..

We was communicating for i guess at least 16hrs everyday, whenever he woke up i would received an good morning sms and this would continue till the end of day where we would be either chatting online or on phone.. once he even fell asleep while chatting.. haha, i didn't know what to do, i just hang up the phone..

But after a year of knowing each other, i changed.. i realised i had enough of life like that.. i dun have time for other things.. even if i'm out with my friends, i would still be smsing.. i became a sms addict.. haha.. I told myself i had to stop.. i began to ignore his sms, only replying let say at a ratio of 1:5.. his sms became lesser and now, even when i send him birthday wishes, i dun even get a thank you.. guess i deserve this treatment..

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During my poly attachment, i came to know this colleague, at first we din say much, but slowly he began to bully me.. haha.. There was this time where he pick me up and drove to work, i din think much about it also.. well there surely will be some teasing from colleagues.. i din let them bother me too.. but there was this time where i said i'm going to the saloon and he said wanna pick me after i'm done with my hair.. after i'm done, he was still busy and ask me to wait.. i felt there was something not right, i told him i can go home myself, which is only a 5mins ride away.. he called me that night, ask me out for coffee but it was 8pm at night.. haha, i managed to decline the coffee session..

After that, he would call me up quite often and it pissed me off at one time.. i told him, i dun have time for myself and he got the idea and left me alone since then.. i deleted off his number and now i occassionally would think of this colleague whenever i think of my attachment days..

guess i would have to improve on my relationship with ppl.. or else i'll be left with no friends sooner or later.. haha..
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