Early Knock Off
Met Xiong and Kelvin at Amoy yesterday, they are at the area so asking if I’m able to meet up… Actually couldn’t at first, but 5mins after I put down the phone with Kelvin, my boss called up say he won’t be back too early and we can leave at 530pm… WooHoo, so early can go home le, and we started work at 10am, went for an early lunch at 1230pm so we only worked around 5 ½ hours… Well, it was because it’s our first day at work after the CNY festive holidays…
Went to MS and Suntec to scout for the Hoegarden Glasses that Xiong forgotten to buy before the CNY, but went to both Giant and Carrefour also sold out, seems like no more stock le, people must have bought them for the CNY… Too bad liao lor… After that James and ZJ came and meet us, but Kelvin has to leave for work around 7pm… he got a call last min, so left the 4 of us, I bought another skirt at G2000, at $23 the bargain rack, actually is 1 size bigger and the last piece but it’s a skirt mah, so still can wear, somemore slightly loose more comfortable… think it will be an impulse buy more than a right buy bah… but nevertheless because it’s suitable for office wear so I will wear it quite often also… At about 8pm, they are hungry le, they wanted to eat but I have food at home so I bade them goodbye and went on my 20mins walk from Suntec to my bus stop… haha, sort of exercising bah, long time didn’t walk till perspire liao… felt quite shiok !!
I still want to buy a new bag… those suitable for office use one, I saw one in Magazine that’s sold at IORA but yesterday when I walked past the shop seems like not so nice as inside the Magazine wor…
Oh, today Orchard Road will be closed from 630pm onwards, so I think my bus route will be different today, think is go by Bukit Timah there liao… but nevermind, as long I can get back home, what difference does it makes… tomorrow is Chingay parade that’s why today Orchard Road close, think got full dress rehearsal bah…
Recently, Kt’s gf told me that she sensed that someone (call him ABC bah) like me wor, haha, I asked her why she say so, she said some things is only third party then can see more clearly… but actually I also got this feeling that ABC like me, but I refused to acknowledge it, because I want to remain as friends maximum, because I know I do not have special chemistry between us and would I want to try it out and realised it really can’t then I would only ended up hurting him and wasting his time… somehow every time he tries to be more caring towards me, I would feel scare and I’m not sure why… then I would avoid him… I have been giving quite obvious hints also…
Eg. I can joke, flirt around with DEF, XYZ (other guy friends) and feel nothing as we treat it as jokes but every time ABC try saying something like, “I protect you etc.” I would say, “No thanks, I can protect myself.” But if it is DEF or XYZ, I would say, “How come never protect me?” haha, see the difference… but lucky is ABC never try to pursue me or else I wonder what would I do… Hurt him as I did to others who tried and failed… haha, I’m heartless, I’m cruel ya…
I often ask Dor when is HIM appearing… someone who is Right for me, someone who is Caring enough… someone who will Sweep me off my feet and someone who I’ll Love for a long long long time…
Dor said, that someone has appeared long ago, but doesn’t appreciate me so now it’s better to have someone whom is heads over heels me and Love always appear unaware, it will come soon… I can only hope so now… My criteria remains unchanged anyway, most important he has to be someone whom I can introduce to my family proudly… you can call me superficial but that’s what I meant when I say I do not need him to be handsome but at least pleasant enough to me… haha… who doesn’t want to be proud of your other half…
Would you want to have a Love that is has many ups and downs OR a Love that is smooth sailing? Maybe I’m an old woman inside, from long ago I only wish to find a Love that is smooth sailing and forever… it could also be that I know if I ever had Ups and Downs I wonder if I could take it? Too tiring le… Oh by the way, of late I have not been thinking much and saw them recently, seems like able to take it well, haha…
