Recommend this new show... It's funny, well it's based on Manga, so expect some ridiculous facial expressions...

And I like the male lead, 吳尊

Synopsis

After watching a high jump competition on TV, Lu Rui Xi is so inspired by a jumper named Zuo Yi Quan, she decides to transfer to his school. The problem: she is a girl, and he attends an all-boy school. Solution: She becomes a boy. Thus, she begins her uphill battle to disguise her true gender and show Quan she is his #1 fan.

What Rui Xi doesn't know is that Quan has discovered her secret. However, he is keeping the secret for her and from her. Why? He likes her and doesn't want her to leave his side. If that means treating her as one of the guys and helping her passing off as a guy, then so be it.

Rui Xi's "manliness" couldn't fool her classmate Jin Xiu Yi's girl radar. However, since Xiu Yi is under the assumption that no girl can attend all-boy school, he starts to question his own sexual orientation when he falls in love with Rui Xi, the boy.

Haha, after 6.5hours of KTV... I think my voicebox needs a rest for awhile le... Went KTV on Sat sang from 7pm till 1.30am, actually can continue till 3am but our TV hang on us, and we are dead tired from singing, and not forgetting sleepy, hence we decided to stop at 1.30am...

And it's quite worth the $25 lor.. Hehe... Think I will only sing KTV when I go for my Family Reunion Dinner on 10 Feb 2007, shall hog the mic again (if possible)... LoL

Oh, and still have an overnight stay on 10 Feb 2007 but haven inform my mom... Have to ask her soon, then think this weekend can't go out cos must spring clean else 10 Feb no time to do... then before you know it, it's CNY 2007!!!

Shopping, shopping and shopping…

Haha, I have bought some of my CNY clothes, I shopped for my brother’s CNY clothes together and without him at times… He got 2 shirts from G2000 at $25 + $29 respectively and he bought a pair of Fox jeans at $40 and a pair of leather shoes for $40.00

I went shopping with my cousins for CNY clothes too… I have bought for myself a Polka Dots blouse, a pair of Black Pants at a total of $23.90... Bought a top, a skirt and a jacket from G2000 at $13 and $23 and $29 respectively... Then I have a dress for $25 but bought off auctions, still not sure can button up anot...LoL

I also shopped for my dad’s CNY clothes… 2 shirts for $25, 2 pairs of pants for $48... I think when my sister gets her pay, she might ask me to accompany her to go shopping for CNY clothes…

I have bought a Titus watch (leather strap) for $79.50, because I cannot resist the temptation of 50% at Citychain...

Think I have become an shopping addict le… nowadays not much money le, but keep shopping… getting siao liao!! Must control le, else shall ended up with a big hole in the pocket…

('_'!)

Haha, and also I bought a hula hoop, but don’t know how to use it… LoL, shall master it when I have the time… got to do spring cleaning soon, my room looks like a typhoon just blew past, thanks to someone… haha, you know who you are!!

After watching this show, haha, my cousin got 新欢, I also have... …OMG, I saw his profile and ... ... ...

Name: Lee Dong Wook
Date of Birth: November 6, 1981
Height: 185cm
Weight: 78kg
Education: Saejung University

He'’s only 1 day older than me,… LoL...… I prefer guys like Gong Chan (as in the show lah), at least at the moment me and cousin won't fight over guys, cos we got different taste in guys'’ attitude, but we are actually very similar in character... (^^,)v

Let'’s see his shuai-x pictures...


All smiles... Shuai-x

Lovey-Dovey "Black" face... LoL

Mischievous gaze.... Awwww

Oh, my weakness... Black nerdy specs... LoL, he really look cutesy

Cheers to our 新欢-s


Btw, just had some inspirations... so wrote these

你我都希望有爱。
不管是爱人还是被爱，
爱都是一种喜悦。
如果你爱的人也爱你，
那就是最美的辛福。

Fear Of Commitment

Your partner is putting pressure on you: “Why don’t you commit already?” You feel pressure, and you balk. Your partner says there’s something wrong with you: you’re afraid of commitment. What can you do?

It's hard for you to figure out what to do. On the one hand, you’d like to please your partner. Or, at the very least, to stop the pressure. But you also feel wary. You become extremely sensitive to the problems in the relationship, to the risks involved... With those feelings, avoiding commitment feels to you like a very rational reaction.

It is normal to feel uncomfortable making important decisions under pressure. But your partner feels this is just a cover.

Your partner sees you as trying to wiggle out of making a commitment.

Now, this is a delicate situation. What are you going to trust: your perceptions, or trust that your partner knows better what's good for you?

You do need space to figure this out. But the sort of space I'm talking about is not the kind of endless postponements that drive your partner crazy. It is the mental space of looking within yourself to find out how you truly feel.

This is not about doing something to please your partner. This is about taking care of yourself.

You need to figure out what YOU want. If you’re unable to do so, it’s not just your partner that you’re hurting... You’re doing a disservice to yourself. How can you live without knowing what you want? Is this the only area of your life where you don’t know what you really want?

What happens next is you start a process of asking yourself questions, of understanding yourself better. You owe it to yourself to know what you want.


How to overcome the Commitment Fear

People won't "commit" to this, that or the other, and that could be anything from marriage to moving in with each other, from starting a business to starting a diet, to the AA or the church, or even to loving their children, because they are TERRIFIED.

They are terrified of selling their soul to the devil, their life down the drain, and becoming helpless slaves to whomever and whatever.

That's the fear of commitment, best summed up by the old proverb "Out of the frying pan, and into the fire."

But there is one thing that people who suffer from fear of commitment don't understand.

They do NOT retain their power by refusing to commit. Commiting means, in case you don't know, to MAKE UP YOUR MIND and make a decision, either way.

Let's take the most common example, that of men not wanting to commit to marriage.

They think that they retain their FREEDOM by not commiting; not deciding to go forward into this marriage, and I'm afraid that they don't.

Instead of real freedom, they find themselves in nowhere land, an uncomfortable place of insecurity that is neither one thing, nor the other.

The true power and the freedom that results from this true power is to be ABLE TO MAKE A DECISION.

That's what commitment is all about.

Because it works like this: if you can decide to commit, at the same time you do that, you AUTOMATICALLY aquire the power to un-commit, should that become necessary.

If you can say "Yes." to marriage, you can also say, "Yes." to divorce, or "No, no more of this," should it come to it.

It's exactly THE SAME POWER which makes both decisions.

This is completely true; check it out for yourself with real life examples of people you know.

I met a man the other day who couldn't get out of the relationship he was in, because actually, he had never made the commitment to enter into it. He was railroaded into it by his now wife; she made decision to start the marriage.

He was completely powerless and remained in that no-man's land of indecision and is still in it to this day.

He met another woman and would have loved to leave his wife and his unhappy marriage but was incapable of doing so - he was POWERLESS.

He'll never get out of that marrriage now unless he finds it in himself to make a decision and a commitment to his own sanity and happiness; or, if his wife "lets him go" finally.

And that's not going to happen in a hurry ...

So this is our lesson.

As long as you remain in the no-man's land of indecision and powerlessness, you are nothing but a VICTIM of circumstance. People will seize upon your fear and weakness to make all kinds of commitments on your behalf. And these are usually in THEIR best interest, and not in yours.

If you pick up your own power and make a decision, make a commitment, you IMMEDIATELY, and INSTANTLY, and as a complete side effect of that power ALSO INHERIT THE POWER TO UN-COMMIT at any time - and that is FREEDOM.

Instead of being trapped forever, you are free.

Free to change your mind, free to revoke your commitment, free to walk away.

Making commitments is a POWERFUL and FORWARD MOVING thing to do.

Do not and never be afraid of it.

It gets you out from endless worry and powerlessness, gives you back your destiny, and allows you to have all sorts of fun experiences along the way that the ditherers and fearful ones will NEVER have.

Remember: It isn't the things you did that you regret on your death bed, but instead, the things you didn't do.

And with every commitment, every decision you make, and un-make, re-make, re-voke, expand, extend as well, your PERSONAL POWER will grow.
Here's to commitment!

Haiz, been running around these few days... Hopefully things all can go on well, then by Tues things can go back to normal... And kind of weird that my friends know... I wonder who tell them... Haha, cos I only told 2 persons and it spread fast... nvm, not any secret anyway, also quite happy that I have friends that care... These friends are really buddies that I can depend on, but xiong don't want to help me do housework leh... LoL

Workload also getting heavier these days, due to some government clearances for few projects, and tender coming up... Busy days are coming real soon... but tml is monday, hopefully no blues and I'm looking forward to my SNTGD... Hehe

Oh ya, I have already finished the show "Goong"... Hehe, okok I admit that I cried during the last episode... OMG, admitting that I'm a crybaby... Other than the slower pace of the show, I have no other complaints, it quite nice, and I like Shin better...

Oh G2000 sale is crazy, are Singaporeans really that rich... LoL... I bought a top and a jacket, total cost $42... Hehe... I shall want to go for my CNY shopping soon, maybe next weekend but I want to bake cookies next week also... Hmmm...

Yesterday was one of the most blur day that I have...

1. My sister sms me, whether was I the last person to use the iron, apparently I (the last person) forget to switch it off... Heehee, luckily never burn down the house...

2. During my lunch time, I had lunch with a colleague and we ordererd from the same store, after finishing my noodles, I suddenly realised I have not make payment... Then my colleague very calmly tell me that she had already paid... LoL

3. I gave my brother a diary from Sakae Sushi, wrote him a note for him to write his working hours / schedule, but I wrote this...

Evonne
Use this to write down your working hours / schedule.
Evonne

Alamak, how much more blur will I be...

4. Dinner with my Fiona, KT and Joanna at Sushi Tei, so Fiona and I share a Chawamushi, cos both of us can't finish 1 by ourselves... So when she finish her meal, she asked me, do you still want the Chawamushi, I replied confidently, I ate half the portion... But in actual fact, I only ate like 2/5... Haha...

Aiyo... I wonder what went wrong with me... Think not enough sleep these days bah... Watching too much TV at night... this weekend gonna be busy for me again...

Oh ya, got my birthday present from Fiona last night too... I love the bag, definitely I will use it very frequently... Hehe...

The movie is excellent… Ben Stiller never fails to make me laugh… I love the part on the Dum Dum and Gum Gum… Well, what would happen if I were the one working in that Museum that comes alive… I’m a scary cat, think can’t bah… LoL

The part where Pharaoh comes to life is also very funny, thought will be some ugly looking thing, but instead so shuai and graduated from Cambridge… LoL

I think I will invest in the VCD when it’s out…

I also went to K-Ster last Saturday when Wendy, Edna, Dor and Uncle… Enjoyed myself a lot, think still got a lot of songs never get to sing… LoL… Nowadays my Brother too busy to go singing with me, cos both of us like having a concert, each sing 2 songs alternately continuously for 4 hours straight…

I still went for Niko’s birthday celebration at Central Mall there… Went for 1hr plus only, then want to go home le, stomach not feeling very well, due to excessive drinking recently… Haha… so I did not touch a bit of alcohol that night… must control and stop drinking for few weeks bah, else later who knows I will die of alcohol poisoning… I’m joking, I’m joking…

Yesterday night, decided to watch the Korean Drama, Goong, after so long... Haha, and I have watched about 4.5 discs le... Quite nice, but maybe still haven reach the exciting part, so I find it okok at the moment, only some funny moments... I like the My Lovely Samsoon and My Girl more, maybe because the 2 other shows are shorter as compare to Goong....

Just a short post, because don’t know what to write anyway… Oh ya, no more holidays till CNY le… So have to work harder nowadays, to earn more money then can go for my CNY shopping soon… LoL... I think I shall have OT pay for December, cos I came back and work extra days...

Hmmm, recently got new things that happened to me... Still early to say whether isit good or bad... If it is good news, I will surely share it... If bad news then I guess I will also share but not all details lah... LoL

Been quite down during the New Year period, is it due to the transition period (I'm not having any PMS), but New Year just don't feel special anymore... New Year Resolution doesn't work anymore, because it all depends on your own determination to fufill things... And on the 29 Dec, gotten tipsy right, till today I still have the er-xin feel... Maybe it's time to stop drinking le, have to stop for awhile liao... Luckily no friends' birthday this few weeks, else can't reject...

Going for KTV on Saturday... Can't wait to go, urge quite long le... Hehe... Then at night most probably going for Movies, planning to watch Night at the Museum... Shall update on the movie after I have watched it....

So fast it's a new year again... In year 2006, I did not make any new year resolution because I realise it will not come true...

Now come year 2007, I guess I won't make any resolution again, because it might not come true... All I want is just to continue with my exercising every weekend, and hope I have the determination not to stop it...

Yesterday, my dad suspected me having a married lover... LoL, how much more lame can he be... Because he said, how come almost all Holiday eve I'll be at home...

My dearest dad, my friends are mostly attached and they need to accompany BF / GF etc... And we can meet anything, so why do we need to gather during Christmas's eve / New Year's eve and spent alot of money on expensive dinners, go for countdown (squeeze like sardines, and in danger of being molested)...

I would not be that silly to go fall for a married man... I would rather be a spinster then to spoil someone's else family...

And it just happened that, guys that I have liked over the years seems to like me as a friend... well I guess he's just worried that I would be placed higher and higher on the shelf... LoL, but what to do... now no admirers mah...

K lah, I'm going for my jogging... Well, HAPPY 2007 folks... Love all of you!!