It has been sometime since I last blogged...

Well been busy clearing up my house and visiting my mom in Hospital... She had an operation 2 days ago to remove an abcess on her butt, as it is causing her pain and infection has occur... As of today, according to the doctor, her condition is not stable because of her not reacting well to the Antibiotic medicine...and blood pressure is on the low side...

And everytime (once every 2 days) she has to undergo dialysis, she seem to be slower in understanding what we are saying and reacting to our questions too... We have been giving her support but I think it is not enough for her... She told us today, that she feels like giving up, but after thinking of grandma (her mother) and us (her children) and being still young... She knew she couldn't give up, but she is feeling very uncomfortable, painful backache, muscle ache etc...

When she said about giving up, omg... I couldn't control my tears... heart pain... And I know the one that she couldn't bear to leave behind is my brother... So my brother definitely have to give more support for the moment...

Financially we also have to tighten all our purse strings lor... No more retail therapy, no more nights out with my friends... maybe have to lessen all entertainment le... If all these can let my mom be better, I'm more than willing to sacrifice... Please let her have the strength... Please let her go through this....

Actually we all suppose to go Hongkong tomorrow, I actually feel bad about going for the holiday... But it might be hard to claim insurance on our part... So we decided to go ahead with it, seems to have little (or no one voice out) objection on us proceeding with the holiday... I guess we might be more re-charge when we are back...

I'm depending on my DEAREST JOEY to take care of my mom for the next few days... Really appreciate that... Thanks couzzie...