Rainy days are so Annoying! These few days i keep repeating this phase: -

Rain Rain Go Away, Come Again Another Day !!

Haha, I have not got the chance to enjoy the warmth Mr. Sunshine would give because it's raining for the past week... I can only feel the Icy cold in the hands as I'm working on the desktop... Even drinking warm water wouldn't help much...

It's the Monsoon period now that's why we are having this heavy rain... How I wish now I'm in some cold country, enjoying the coldness, wearing thick jacket with Scarf all dressED up... But Singapore is a tropical country, seems like wearing Jacket with scarf is too overboard, so I can only make it do with Jacket... No choice, don't want to look like a weirdo...

Met up with Adrian, Xiong, James, Kt and Joanna for Dinner at Marina South... Adrian asked us out and it was a little surprising because usually it is us that ask him out... Wonder why it was only us, didn't he call them?? Nevertheless I enjoyed myself... I remember the part where Joanna put her arms on my shoulders and I looked at the wrong direction trying to see who's that and now I know why the others always can't see me... Haha!! BTW for info, Joanna is Kt's new gf and she around my height lah...

Adrian drove us home that day and till today I'm wondering why James walk me to my doorstep when Xiong is already out of the car... I was seated in the middle so xiong have to exit first... Well, this isn't the time for any foolish thoughts bah... I have to come to realise somethings, although I would always wanna understand the person before developing any feelings but if we are already good friends, please give up the idea bah... It's like you know the bad habits and almost everything about the person, so it's kinda hard to be together... especially those habits that can make you vomit blood.. totally turnED off...

Just like kt and I... almost all of his GFs (those that i know lah) asked him why wasn't together with me... Well, I asked him recently why?? His reply was, “The feeling (chemistry) never crossed his mind...” Wah, was kinda sad lah.. I have no appeal to him wor... wahahahaha... joking lah, we always discuss this before that if we ever are a couple, it would be either him or me would vomit blood and die... haha... so it's truely Platonic between us... and he is the one of the few whom I can really talk to and turn to in times of need...

Friends Forever is a promise to hard to be kept lah, just like relationship... We might turn to foes one day... so now I'm contended being his best friend for as long as we can keep it going... I recently just disclosed my blog address to kt, so he might read this... haha...

Rainy days are not only annoying, it makes me feel so Vulnerable too.. (",)  ¶ 12.1.06