When You're Gone
Hear this song by Avril Lavigne, and after listening to it, I thought of my grandfather, his Death Anniversary is coming soon again... Haiz, another year gone by without him by our side and really miss him lots...
When You're Gone Lyrics I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cried And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it OK I miss you
I've never felt this way before Everything that I do Reminds me of you And the clothes you left they lie on the floor And they smell just like you I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
[When You're Gone lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too And when you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it OK I miss you
We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I do I give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me Yeah
When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear will always get me through the day And make it OK I miss you
Well the 词and 曲 is by 周杰伦... Found out that he sang a Demo Version... Altho is a video, but no movements one... LoL, just listen to the song sang by Jay bah!! (but last part quite lame, haha)
Not really crazy over Takuya Kimura, prefer more manly looking guys like Oshio Manabu but I think he looks sexy even though it was silly turning round and round...
Well he is Oshio Manabu but married liao... LoL, and not acting anymore, focus on his singing career with his band LIV...
DATE: 02 JUNE 2007 TIME: 02.55 - 05.00 AM STARSPORTS (CH24) ON SCV
Oh my, like that how ah?? Taking a flight at 0800am, so maybe I shall wakie and watch this match, then later sleep like a hog on the plane, good idea right... See if Joey wanna watch with me, because I might stay over at their house, so my uncle don't need to drive to my house to pick me up... I just have to bring over everything the night before... I have already half pack my things... LoL...
after so long, my dearest brother decided to start losing weight... LoL...
I was actually supposed to go jogging with Couzie on Sunday, but because she wasn't feeling very well, we decided to cancel it... then suddenly my brother ask me, 老二,要不要去跑步...
So we went jogging round our estate, but did not managed to completed one round (it's a very big round k), only did last 2/3... LoL, actually I think I still can continued one, but have to stop at the Carpark Entrance for the vehicles to past weaken my determination... LoL...
So our target is to completed that 1 big round without stopping... Haha... I ran quite slowly but I did not stop alot of times (unlike my brother, he stopped for 2 times, hehe) but he is faster than me lah, I got short legs mah!!!
Oh ya, Saturday woke up quite early and went for a 1135am movie at Causeway Pt. Yes I watched Pirates again (with Brother and Couzie), I just love Jack Sparrow and his gay-ish movements, the sway of his hips when he was walking / running, the weird gestures of his hand movements... I just love him, he is so hilarious...
But quite sad, Sat night being very exhausted for the long day out, I went to sleep quite early around 11+ then I realised I have a fever... But luckily slept it away... Hehe!!
Another 5 days to my holidays... and my dad is now having his at China, so when he's back on Sat, I'm gone for mine... so can't hear his nagging for 2 weeks... such a bliss... Haha... Okok, he cares, but nobody likes his "way" of showing concern...
Well, I also did some minor shopping... You know John Little / Robinsons can get inexpensive inner-wear recently... I bought 2 over the weekend... Hehe... Bought 流星花园 2 (Jap version) and I finished the show in 1 night (around 4hours)... So now super sleepy again... LoL...
Tonight shall sleep early, because cannot fall sick at this time!! (^^,)v
Yesterday saw the Horoscope program. My sign is supposed not to 胡思乱想 but now I just can’t stop myself from thinking too much.
Basically is work related lah… I feel like a hypocrite but sometime I just have no choice… I cannot think clearly who to believe at times but usually at the end of the day, I think to follow my heart… LoL…
I’m really tired liao, I feel that ** is not doing enough to help out, but because of ** intention so maybe ** just cannot be bother… So I do not know what else can I do…
I guess I need a break, my holidays is coming soon, another 7 days… LoL… I just have to bear with it…
I was flipping through an Architectural magazine (Architectural Record May 2007) and came across a photograph of this monument; Memorial To The Murdered Jews Of Europe
(Extract for Architectural Record)
Previously a "no-man's-land" in East Berlin, this 5-acre Memorial to the Murdered Jews of Europe is not filled with a grid composed of 2,711 concrete stelae, each approximately 37 inches wide, 8 feet long, and up to 13 feet high. The pillars, many of which lean 1 to 2 degrees off center, are set on an undulating ground and spaced so that only one person at a time can pass between them. Pedestrians can enter the site from any side, at any time, making it a truly public space. Beneath the field, four galleries present educational exhibitions.
It looks so serene but if you think of the Jewish victims would you be able to appreciate the beauty now… Show some of the photographs bah, they are picturesque (in my opinion of course)... Don't know if there will be a day where I can see the site in reality... *sighs*
Remember that I said wanted to catch the movie... Well, I have watched the Pirates of the Caribbean; At World’s End Premiere screening last night at Orchard Cineleisure.
Finally caught the last chapter of the Trilogy… Johnny Depp is really good in the show, but this time around, not as hilarious as the 2nd instalment but nevertheless still there are many funny parts…Ending erm... Can't say out now lah... LoL... Some parts I also don't quite understand...
Go catch the show fast… maybe I can watch it for another time… Haha, afterall the Premiere Screening was free with many thanks to KT and his workplace, LoL...
WheeeEeee... Chelsea did not disappoint us this time around... Congrats on being the FA Cup Winners in 2007...
Hehe... Actually the match was quite boring till the extra time where both sides began to get more aggressive... The 'score' by Ryan Giggs also quite blur at first, but when we see the replay on TV, then it's very clear it was a momentum push from Giggs that push Cech behind the line, and Giggs still have the cheek to push Cech's glove hand behind the line... Haha, it was very clear on TV (slow motion somemore)...
He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee."
Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, arm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything..now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee again".
在我未来的蓝图里有没有你的存在, I wanted to elaborate more on this sentence to form some writings, but creative brain juice clog... LoL...
I think this Friday my gang of friends are going to MOS, but provided they don't change their mind... Haha... Long time never club liao, last being at DblO with Dor, Wen and EJ during the CNY period... But nowadays don't like clubbing liao, old liao, enough of it le... Most of the times is hanging around at Pub instead... Haha...
Recently not much good things happening around me leh... Can't say much, cos too many ppl (close to me) reads my blog... LoL...
Just hope things faster get solved, then I can go for my holidays with a ease of mind, don't have to keep worrying... I wonder if it's both parties wrong, or just one-sided, sometimes I just get too confused...
Just a short entry to clear my mind abit, keep thinking about the recent incidents last night, nearly can't sleep, force myself to stop thinking... And true enough I never sleep well, and this morning, first thing wakie, think back whatever I was pondering the last night... Haiz, hoping to reach the weekend soon, then clear up my mind by going out to enjoy myself...
Basically, just celebrated Mother’s day last Saturday, had a gathering at our maternal side and 4 aunts + grandma celebrated together… Ordered buffet, each child pay $10 and the balance is being shared by me and my sister…
Hmmm, then each Aunt sponsor some food, one brought duck meat, one brought cake, one brought fruits and another sponsor drinks… Haha… it has been a long time since we all celebrated some events together le… so it was quite fun…
Four youngsters (Me, my sister, my brother and my cousin Gina) played Mahjong… LoL, involved only chips but still fun nevertheless…
I feel very random writing this entry, because nothing to update liao… Haha, oh, now my trip is arriving in around 2 weeks time… so excited liao… don’t know how much to change leh… I wonder if $500 is enough for 6 days, approx $80 to spend every day, some purchases maybe can use card lor, but think Taipei card cloning quite common leh… LoL, already not much $$ liao, still kena cloned will be damned suay hor… Haha…
Maybe bring Singapore Cash along, and change at money changer if money not enough (I feel so Jack Neo)…
EPL season 2006 / 2007 is over liao... Shall have no more matches to watch till about August bah... Haiz, no more handsome daddy to watch soon... FA Cup, Chelsea shall Win... We must Win!!!
Haha, k lah, sorry for the lack of updates, but nothing interesting recently… so till I have better things to write I will update more frequently…
Remember recently I was so happy that they might be here (Previous Entry) but seems like they are not coming after all, reason given is too many injuries this season, hence want to let players rest more... And to bring them here, need to spend around $1 million wor... Haha...
But so Sad leh... Cannot see them in real life... my handsome daddy can't see liao... LoL, think maybe he retired liao (from sports), I still cannot get to see him in real life... Don't know when then can I save enough to go London...
Maybe have to stop travelling for 1 year, do very minimum shopping... Then prepare to bring lots of instant noodles there, think I should be able to go before I turn 30... LoL...
Haiz, why cannot they come to Singapore... Maybe they win FA Cup then suddenly re-consider?? Haha, just have to keep my fingers crossed!!!
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Not in a mood to blog, something is wrong with blogger, so hard to create new post also... LoL, recently too much things happen at work, between friends and at home...
Well, just Mom was admitted to Hospital on May Day (01 May 2007), luckily was only some minor surgery, she was discharged Friday, 04 May 2007...
It was quite tiring, because I went to visit her after work (usually is after 7pm) then stay there for around 1hour plus, before leaving for home... And I took cab lah, cos very tired to go outside take bus or mrt which at the fastest is a 1-hour ride home...whereas cab is only about less than 30 minutes...
Reach home, still must do housework, wash clothes, wash dishes, iron clothes... OMG... but luckily still can watch some TV to relax... LoL... But now mom's back home, so I don't need to do liao... but then she never wash clothes for 2-3 days liao... Aiyo, bad housekeeper, but at least can understand, because now she's working also, at Orchard area, sort of cashier job, but also must keep stock... It's those selling Chinese Herbs supplements company...
Haiz, tonight got Chelsea VS Man Utd (EPL) but sian leh, 2.45am how to watch wor... maybe just wakie in the middle of night see score and watch replay (if any)... EPL is coming to an end for this season (06/07), can't believe that I have followed the whole season... Although can't see them hold the EPL Cup, but hopefully can get the FA Cup...
Chelsea shall fight back the next season, please let Mourinho continue... I just love his attitude...
Haiz, I have never seen them so sad wor… Heart pain when I see their sad faces… There is still FA Cup Finals (19 May 2007) to look forward, but will they regain their morale by then… They still have another match against Man Utd on 09 May 2007… Haiz… Cheer up CFC, Cheer up Handsome Daddy, Cheer up The Special One!!!
And I really do not like Boulahrouz, not his first time making such careless mistakes le… Last time was during the Tottenham Spurs match in November 2006… where he let Lennon run past him and score…
Khalid Boulahrouz
I have not dislike any players in CFC till the Tottenham match and now this Arsenal match really make him dislike him more… hope he really buck up and hope he don’t play in the FA Cup final against Man Utd, maybe Carvalho will be back by then… *Fingers crossed*
Match Report – Arsenal – Chelsea (1:1) - Mon, 7th May 2007
Chelsea relinquished the Premiership title to Manchester United, but fought out a wonderful draw after Khalid Boulahrouz had been sent off in the first-half.
Missing not fully fit were Carvalho, Ashley Cole, Ballack, Drogb
Another thing to look forward too... 24 May 2007, showing at Theatres... Can't wait... So excited...
In "Pirates Of The Caribbean: At World's End", heroes Will Turner and Elizabeth Swann allied with Captain Barbossa are in a quest to free Captain Jack Sparrow from his mind-bending trap in Davy Jones' locker - while the terrifying ghost ship, The Flying Dutchman and Davy Jones, under the control of the East India Trading Company, wreaks havoc across the Seven Seas. Navigating through treachery, betrayal and wild waters, they must forge their way to exotic Singapore and confront the cunning Chinese Pirate Sao Feng. Now headed beyond the very ends of the earth, each must ultimately choose a side in a final, titanic battle - as not only their lives and fortunes, but the entire future of the freedom-loving Pirate way, hangs in the balance.
I just read The New Paper (05 May 2007, Page 70) and practically jumping with joy...
LoL, Chelsea may visit Singapore in 3 weeks time, if all goes well, they will be here 22 to 24 May 2007 and can get to see stars like my handsome daddy (Frank Lampard), Ballack and maybe the Manager Jose Mourinho...
My Handsome Daddy, Frank Lampard
The Special One, Jose Mourinho
Michael Ballack
OMG, that's 2 of my favourite people in the FC le... Please remind me constantly to keep my fingers crossed.... Please visit Singapore, we are a FINE city, we are a Garden City, and we can welcome you with 4 million smiles... LoL...Cranky liao... Whoops...
Well, Chelsea FC just remember SINGAPORE FANS ARE WAITING!!!!
Here is a quiz to see whether will you be a 感情中的傻妹, you got to do some calculations based on your chinese names characters. And it must be in 繁体... Below is an example of using my name...
My dad is a Scorpio, and I know that he cannot withstand peer pressure, but luckily, my mom is quite ok with his activities outside, because we know he won’t anyhow outside, so we also let him be…
Xiong is a Virgo, my dearest brother is one too…Hehe, it is very accurate for this horoscope type… You just have to say, you dun dare ah, then they will do the so-called dare liao… LoL
I think can consider James lor, because 23 is a very flexible date… erm he can be Libra or Virgo… He really cannot be a decision maker, always can’t decide, hence if majority says A, he will choose A… LoL
I do not have any close friends that are Leo, but Leo are very egoistic, so haha, I guess his face is more important than anything else… **********************************************************************
Chelsea Lost to Liverpool on 4:1 on Penalty Shoot Outs... And it's my Handsome daddy who scored the only 1 penalty shot... OMG... Actually just need 1 goal to win Liverpool but then no choice lah... Nothing can be done also... Sob! Sob!
Haiz, sian, EPL already hard to win Man Utd, 5 points how to chase them, unless Man Utd lose 2 matches and Chelsea win all... Then now Champions League also gone case liao...
Hopefully FA Cup can win Man Utd k... Let us win another cup lah... Else Mourinho will be very sad, my handsome daddy also very sad then they all together with John Terry quit how... OMG... I'm a Frank Lampard supporter, hence became a Chelsea supporter, so please don't let my handsome daddy be sad and leave CFC...
LoL... Aiya, ball is round, got win got lose, as long as do their best, outcome not to their favour also can't help it le... Try harder next year k, hopefully don't encounter Barcelona, Liverpool again... They are really Chelsea's Nemeses...
Look forward to the next match bah (away match), Sunday 6th May against Arsenal...
I'm the type who sits inconspicuously in the back of the room at any gathering seldom approaching someone first. Luckily I'm loyal to my friends and share the pain with them when they are experiencing the blues and lastly I don't like to engage in arguments. That's one thing that would make me really upset..
Collecting HRC (Hard Rock Cafe) Tees from different countries, so far I have those S'pore, KL, Bangkok, HK, Beijing, Tokyo Ueno, Rome, Paris, London, Barcelona. Friends bought for me from Los Angeles, Nagoya and Sydney.
I would love to travel round the world if $$ is not a problem.. hehe.. So far only been to parts of Malaysia like Malacca (1999, 2010), Genting (1999, 2002, 2006, 2009), JB (1996, 2004, 2005, 2007, 2008, 2009), Kuala Lumpur (1999, 2004, 2006, 2010)... South Korea (1999), Hong Kong (2002, 2005, 2007, 2008), Macau (2002, 2005), Bangkok (2003, 2004, 2007, 2008, 2011) Beijing (2004), Taipei (2007) Taiwan (2010), Tokyo (2008), Rome (2008), Naples (2008), Paris (2008, 2009), London (2008, 2009), Barcelona (2009), Hainan (2011)...
Recently I have gotten addicted to Soccer again. It has been a long time since I watched, must have been the Interesting Fifa World Cup 2006 Matches...